Maybe just maybe it warms the Father’s heart when we blundered into decisions because we are hoping beyond hope-because somewhere deep inside we do believe that the Father, Jesus’ Father is good. We believe that this beyond good thing is going to happen to us!! Maybe it delights the Father that even in all of our brokenness and for all the wrong reasons of self protection we make this decision because surely the Father has this wildly lavish gift of love for me.
I can look at a person’s life and tell what they believe about God. Even in old patterns that have been redeemed, but yet, that old anxiety gets triggered and I can’t sit in my quiet time, my feet begin to sweat as yet again I’m trusting beyond what I have yet experienced that this time things will turn out ok. Even though they never have.
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